Wednesday, May 26, 2010

2001

Birak ucsun yarali guvercin. Ac kafesin kapisini. Ozgur birak onu biraz. Goreceksin kanadi kirik degil onun. Yalnizca fazlaca guzel. Ve hep daha yukseklere ucmak istiyor, sonsuza dogru... Hepsi bu. Goreceksin ki yarali degil ve dusup olmeyecek, aci cekmeyeceksin, yalnizca mutlu olacaksin, cocuk gibi neseli.

Tedirgin oluyorsun, daha cok, daha cok sikistiriyorsun onu kafesin icine. Boguluyor iceride guvencin, farkinda degilsin. Ama devam edersen hakli cikacaksin. Tedirgin olup ruhunu bir guvercini salar gibi salivermeyip tedbir aldigin icin hakli oldugunu sanacaksin. Bogulacak ruhun cunku tedirginlik kafesinde....

Oysa ki hatalisin. Birakivermelisin kendini. Birakivermelisin duygularini, hislerini, ruhunu; ozgurluge salmalisin. Korkmamalisin. Duygu aleminin derinligine inmekten, ruhunla yuzlesmekten korkmamalisin. Bosver... Neymis toplum baskisi, sosyal kurallar? Neymis curumeye yuz tutmus anlamsiz tabular? Kim engelleyebilir, kim engellemelidir, Tanri'dan baska, o yuce askin sonsuza kanatlanisini?
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Let go, let the injured dove fly. Open the door to the cage. Give her some freedom. You will see that her wing is in fact not broken. She is merely too beautiful. And she constantly wants to fly higher, towards infinity... That is all. You will see that she is not injured and she won't fall and die, you will not suffer, you will merely be blissful, happy like a child.

You become anxious, you push her further and further in the cage. The dove is suffocating inside, you are not aware. But if you continue, you will be proved right. You will think it was just of you to take precaution and out of anxiety, not to let your soul loose like a dove. For your soul will suffocate in the cage of worry...

Whereas you are wrong. You should let yourself go. You should let your emotions, feelings, your soul go; you should let them free. You should not be afraid. You should not be afraid of diving deep into the realm of your emotions, of facing your soul. Forget it... Never mind the social pressure, the societal rules. What is the significance of meaningless taboos tending to rot? Who can prevent, who should prevent, other than God, the taking off of that glorious love towards infinity?

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